by Wenona Gardner
On October 8, 2014
I first told you that I wanted
to live life as a witch.
I began my journey
reading the book To Ride a Silver Broomstick
by Silver Ravenwolf.
I read the first three chapters.
On Thanksgiving Day 2014
I made a major move for true love
to Omaha to be with my spiritual husband.
I began to wear long flowing dresses
and wearing a Celtic Heart because
I believed that I found true love.
But alas I found domestic violence from
his family and a toxic relationship that
triggered two mental breakdowns and homelessness.
It has taken a full year to recover from
that extreme loss and to rebuild my life.
Now I have a full time job as a Peers Specialist
and part of building my new life I have been
longing to explore my spirituality and the
idea of being a witch has resurfaced after
being delayed for a year’s time.
I am a new witch very green on where to go
to meet other witches.
The only place I know is going to Next Millennium
a local spiritual store that carries magickal supplies.
A Druid recommended to me Unity church where his wife went.
I am going to dare to go too maybe I could meet some people
since they said they have Native American people that go there.
I am not interested in herbs and stones so much as I am
interested in Oracle and Tarot card divination.
I seek cosmic unconscious answers to my problems
through wise symbols and artwork.
Basically I am seeking self improvement.
I long for spiritual sisters ones to guide and protect me.
I am looking for a place to move to
and one of the places is near Next Millennium
and Unity church but would be a very long commute to work.
I don’t know where my new home lies and I am experiencing
extreme fears about finding a new home since I am on my own.
Meanwhile I long for a relationship with a man.
I noticed that I have male coworkers that are my friends
that I didn’t have before which is interesting.
My social circle is expanding slowly but surely.
I am trying to stay positive about all the new beginnings
happening in my life that are happening.
Thank you for listening.
White Turtle Rainbow