Wenona Gardner – White Turtle Rainbow

Camp NaNoWriMo is coming in July. I want to write my memoir Mohican Forever! I don’t know if it is a good title. I want to talk about how being Mohican is important to me, but I am afraid to talk about my brokenness. My pain and memories come out in pieces. It is hard to describe a mental breakdown. It is hard to describe hospitalizations. I feel depressed telling my story. I don’t know how to make my story funny like Jenny Lawson.
During the Writer’s Retreat at Shake Rag Alley in Mineral Point, Wisconsin in the fiction workshop I came up with the story of Braxis the Starperson (alien) come to earth to meet and teach the Lakota Indians during Sundance. Braxis has come to teach the Lakota. Camp NaNoWriMo is supposed to be fun. My memoir so far has been depressing. I was thinking of doing Narrative Timeline from Julia Cameron’s Vein of Gold. I can write it up during my remaining time in Mineral Point before I move to Milwaukee June 24th. I have a laptop I should use it.
I want to schedule an Artist’s Date this week maybe Friday. Go get a burger. Check out the galleries. I feel like I haven’t done much since I have been here. It is hard to be a vlogger when you don’t have a life. My life is empty and lack structure. I don’t know how to create structure in my life. I have time. I want to be creative.

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